Roxanna Crawlings is the big name in this section. Her impact on the family in this section was crazy. At first, I did not know what I thought about her. I wasn’t sure whether or not she would let the Land family in, because at first she seemed reluctant, it being Sunday, which is her off-day. I would’ve been reluctant too, honestly, and wouldn’t have let strangers come in and disrupt my rest. She obviously felt something in her heart that urged her to let them in, and it was most likely God’s doing, as it was exactly what Jeremiah was praying for. Roxanna started out in my mind as an almost scary woman, being that she lived by herself with a bunch of goats and had weird antiques everywhere. But my perspective, along with Reuben and Swede’s, totally changed as she shared her story, and did some things for them. She looks all tough on the outside, but it was really cool and sweet to see the ways that she generously gave to the Land family and showed crazy hospitality. It was crazy to see how quickly she started acting like a motherly figure to the kids, so I understand why it would be really hard for them to leave her now.
Her hospitality reminds me of people in my own life who love my family and give us things that we don’t even ask for. I have seen my parents do the same exact thing, for me and for others, and I want to be that type of person, especially as I get older.
“I crawled back in bed under the weight of the sun and joy and adventure happening outdoors, and I thought dangerous thoughts to myself. Back to mind came every hurt I’ve endured for my defect… It seemed I’d been left alone here by the callousness of my family… that this house was so empty even God was not inside it.” Wow. How’s that for a mood switch? Amid the blessings and happiness that have been going on for the Land family, Reuben has a very dark moment. His nightmare
the night before, with the man with the skin bag trying to steal his air, had left him bad enough. Even though he had been saved by his dad and Roxanna pounding on his back to clear his lungs, he awoke the next morning to everyone having a joyous time outside in the snow without him. It makes me ponder how often I’ve felt left out, especially when I was younger, and what thoughts went through my head in hard times of loneliness. The hardest-hitting quote by Reuben in this chunk is when he explains that if the man with the skin bag ever came back for him, he may not fight back so hard. That cut deep. The author really knows how to bring in strong emotions and hit the reader with tough things like this. I really hope that Reuben won’t have to go through anything worse than this.
The big idea of faith getting you where you need to go showed up big again in this section. God continues to perform miracles for the family, providing for them out of their means, even more than Roxanna. The fact that he let them get where they needed to go, even though they literally had no gas, is absolutely awesome. He then gave them exactly what they needed, which was more gas, a place to stay, and a person who provided for them. Although danger still looms around the family, with Andreeson not leaving them alone, and cops all around, it is clear that God has their backs. It reminds me of a verse from Romans 8:31 that says, “If God is for us, who then can be against us?” That’s a great rhetorical question
I have a couple of BIG questions that I’m wondering about in this section. First off is obviously: Are Jeremiah and Roxanna gonna get married? I really bet they will, because the kids love her, she loves the kids, and she and Jeremiah started getting closer throughout their time together. How will Davy react to her? How will they tell her about all that happened with Davy? How will faith start to play out in her life? My last question is completely unrelated to her: How the heck does Andreeson keep finding them? They’re literally in the middle of nowhere where and he just pulls up and starts talking trash. I really don’t like him, but it’s hard to say he’s not just doing his job; he’s just kinda being a punk to the rest of the family as a means to get closer to Davy. It will be interesting to see what lengths he continues to go to to accomplish his mission as the story continues.